Charlotte Old
Our lady of the dusk
is the sky - a woman licked by light
her belly the yellow of goodbye
of approaching flight
in town at day’s glass doors, humans walk
their souls on still-warm pavements
this time of need, when trees send their hopes out to the fields
our lady of dusk at creature-flitter hour
draws disturbance into the trees
uncivil curmudgeon of bird voice her theatre of comfort
Dismantling herself
she rewrites the rules of each day’s quiet
O, lady of the dusk, I whisper to you
the faces of my sinking
Tell how I join the list of things I see as we go black inside
Tell how I need a barrier to drink night’s approaching dreams
Darkness dilates, I shawl disturbance round me
it is long since daylight put me in a cage
xanthous now with a tongue of cream
I am inked like the eyes
of babies,
the voices of owls whose shadows paint the plain
Not needing light’s consent I read the faces of those walking
make believe I am readying for rest - though I’ll uncivil you
for hours to come
Dusk is our story - darkness the sound track - slowly I raise the volume
If lately feathered light has flustered
dark doesn’t find me wanting, as I bleed the sky
and sore
Charlotte Old lives with her two children in Hamburg where she teaches secondary English. She predominantly writes about relationships, neurodivergence, trauma and rabbits. Under her previous name, she has been shortlisted at Bridport and longlisted in Mslexia. She appeared in the Blue Unicorn and was placed in the Aesthetica Creative Writing Award in 2024 and the Red Shed Poetry Competition in 2023.